Diary of the Plague Year: Day 32 16 April 2020: Quotidian Poetry Frank O’Hara (1926-1966)

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A True Account of Talking to the Sun at Fire Island
 
The Sun woke me this morning loud
and clear, saying ‘Hey! I’ve been
trying to wake you up for fifteen
minutes. Don’t be so rude, you are
only the second poet I’ve ever chosen
to speak to personally
                                    so why
aren’t you more attentive? If I could
burn you through the window I would
to wake you up. I can’t hang around
here all day.’
                    ‘Sorry, Sun, I stayed
up late last night talking to Hal.’
 
‘When I woke up Mayakovsky he was
a lot more prompt,’ the Sun said
petulantly. ‘Most people are up
already waiting to see if I’m going
to put in an appearance.’
                                      I tried
to apologize ‘I missed you yesterday.’
‘That’s better’ he said. ‘I didn’t
know you’d come out.’ ‘You may be
wondering why I’ve come so close?’
‘Yes’ I said beginning to feel hot
wondering if maybe he wasn’t burning me
anyway.
            ‘Frankly I wanted to tell you
I like your poetry. I see a lot
on my rounds and you’re okay. You may
not be the greatest thing on earth, but
you’re different. Now, I’ve heard some
say you’re crazy, they being excessively
calm themselves to my mind, and other
crazy poets think that you’re a boring
reactionary. Not me.
                               Just keep on
like I do and pay no attention. You’ll
find that people always will complain
about the atmosphere, either too hot
or too cold too bright or too dark, days
too short or too long.
                                 If you don’t appear
at all one day they think you’re lazy
or dead. Just keep right on, I like it.
 
And don’t worry about your lineage
poetic or natural. The Sun shines on
the jungle, you know, on the tundra
the sea, the ghetto. Wherever you were
I knew it and saw you moving. I was waiting
for you to get to work.
 
                                    And now that you
are making your own days, so to speak,
even if no one reads you but me
you won’t be depressed. Not
everyone can look up, even at me. It
hurts their eyes.’
                        ‘Oh Sun, I’m so grateful to you!’
 
‘Thanks and remember I’m watching. It’s
easier for me to speak to you out
here. I don’t have to slide down
between buildings to get your ear.
I know you love Manhattan, but
you ought to look up more often.
                                                   And
always embrace things, people earth
sky stars, as I do, freely and with
the appropriate sense of space. That
is your inclination, known in the heavens
and you should follow it to hell, if
necessary, which I doubt.
                                         Maybe we’ll
speak again in Africa, of which I too
am specially fond. Go back to sleep now
Frank, and I may leave a tiny poem
in that brain of yours as my farewell.’
 
‘Sun, don’t go!’ I was awake
at last. ‘No, go I must, they’re calling
me.’
      ‘Who are they?’
                                    Rising he said ‘Some
day you’ll know. They’re calling to you
too.’ Darkly he rose, and then I slept.
 
FROM:

Frank O’Hara 
Selected Poems

CARCANET
Poetry Pléiade

Diary of the Plague Year: Day 32 16 April 2020: Wildflower seeds arrive!

 

Great excitement! The wildflower seeds have arrived. They are produced by DESIGN BY NATURE in Carlow, are EU Conservation standard and are an Native Irish Conservation Grade seed mix.  Germination takes three to six weeks.  I have sown them and am now going out to lightly rake over them. I had previously mowed the area to within an inch of it’s life. You are supposed to kill anything off with weedkiller first but I was never going to that. For one thing there are a lot of flowers that come up naturally I did not want to destroy.

We are due some rain in the next couple of days so that’s good.

This is the list of species which should come up (most of which I have never even heard of to be honest) and are all native to Ireland.

Birdsfoot Trefoil
Black Medick
Burnet Saxifrage
Corn Marigold
Corn Poppy
Corncockle
Cornflower
Cowslip
Field Cranesbill
Field Scabious
Kidney Vetch
Lady’s Bedstraw
Lesser Knapweed
Marjoram
Scented Mayweed
Mullein
Ox-eye Daisy
Red Campion
Red Clover
Ribwort Plantain
Rough Hawksbit
Selfheal
Sorrel
St. Johnswort
White Campion
Wild Carrot
Yarrow
Yellow Rattle.